Lyme has taken away everything. My ability to study, work, walk, move, paint, socialise... my ability to live, my finances, my friends

Lyme has taken away everything. My ability to study, work, walk, move, paint, socialise... my ability to live, my finances, my friends. Now, it's taking my hair. The last thing I have :( I've not been talking to anyone for weeks because I can't take this, it's just the last straw, so so upset 💔
This pics show my hair before the loss started (top left) and the amount which falls out with 1 or 2 brushes. It's so thin & whispy now. It's heart breaking and I cannot stop crying :'(

Any advice would be very appreciated xxxx
(Ps haven't started Lyme & co treatment - about to start treating herbally. Am about to get thyroid & adrenals checked. Supplement heavily with b vits & iron & D, amongst others. Paleo diet - gluten & dairy & (mostly) sugar free)